Transportation arrangements?

I've been thinking and I'm not really sure that I still even wanna go to camp courage if I have to make my own transportation arrangements. I know that it probably sounds like a lazy thing to say but last year I wasn't in charge of making my own arrangements and I'm probably not even doing it correctly anyway. I'm pretty much just doing it to get outta my fuckin apartment for a while.. it's something to do but I'm not even sure that I'm making these transportation arrangements correctly.. for all I know.. I could be ending up at the other side of the state- which is why I was more at ease with my ils worker last year scheduling the rides. I'm thinking that I'm just gonna leave John (the ils supervisor) a voicemail about my situation and hope that helps (he helped the last time that I left him a voicemail).